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Post by nollafyzzil on Nov 30, 2008 23:44:37 GMT
I think that I'll spend my whole life waiting for something to happen, then I'll be 80 and realise it was all a waste
I also think that I'm smarter than I am
I'm not really bothered to get a boyfriend and have sex, it's just way too much effort.
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Post by dusty333 on Nov 30, 2008 23:43:36 GMT
i worry that even with a degree im going to get nowhere. like jazz i think im destined for something. . . more i guess.
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Post by Savanna on Nov 30, 2008 23:45:13 GMT
I think that I'll spend my whole life waiting for something to happen, then I'll be 80 and realise it was all a waste I also think that I'm smarter than I am I'm not really bothered to get a boyfriend and have sex, it's just way too much effort. I agree. Too much involved in that haha
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Post by kat on Nov 30, 2008 23:45:46 GMT
dunno if it's much of a confession , but i recently found out my first crush is now racist - i am so disgusted - in myself, even though i was in first school at the time but still, and also unbelievably in him ugh
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Post by dusty333 on Nov 30, 2008 23:45:57 GMT
awww kat dont feel bad, its suprising how many people are racist, most of the people i work with are and it makes me feel sick.
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Post by Jigglytuffy™ on Nov 30, 2008 23:48:32 GMT
There's little you can do about other people's behavior like that, so you know, you just have to go "eww, I was into that guy" and move on. Confession Number 5 I'm not as nice as people think.
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Post by kat on Nov 30, 2008 23:49:58 GMT
i know there are so many people out there and it's not my fault , but i used to really get on with this guy i've known him my whole life, he's still in my school (he actualy goes out with one of my best friends - she still goes out with him!) and i just couldn't ever imagine him being like that , and he openly makes disgusting comments now as well it makes me feel sick too, and the fact that i crushed on him for so long makes it worse ^^^ aw thanks guys
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Post by Jigglytuffy™ on Nov 30, 2008 23:51:53 GMT
i know there are so many people out there and it's not my fault , but i used to really get on with this guy i've known him my whole life, he's still in my school (he actualy goes out with one of my best friends - she still goes out with him!) and i just couldn't ever imagine him being like that , and he openly makes disguting comments as well it makes me feel sick too, and the fact that i crushed on him for so long makes it worse ^^^ aw thanks guys Well, at least you know the truth, and if this person really makes you uncomfortable, well, it's time to get away from him, and if your best friend doesn't see things the way you do, then either she's just like him or love is blind.
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Post by schnucams on Nov 30, 2008 23:50:43 GMT
I love Bon Jovi!!!!!
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Post by nollafyzzil on Nov 30, 2008 23:51:06 GMT
My town is full of them, but they're absolute idiots, so it's all you can expect.
A lot of Irish people are racist, I lived in London when I was young so I was to used to every race, but in Ireland, there are VERY few people from other races & people are just so stupid, most of my friends are quite prejudiced and don't even notice.
You're lovely Jas, don't think any different!
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Post by dusty333 on Nov 30, 2008 23:52:55 GMT
i feel bad about myself all the time, to the extent that i had a panic attack about leaving the house because of my weight.
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Post by aha shake pepscake on Nov 30, 2008 23:52:24 GMT
I haven't had sex in 6 months and it doesn't bother me, I think I'm a bit... unsexual. I talk to my cat way more than I should. And if he looks at me after I asked him something I try to judge from his face what he answered me. ( yeah hi i'm the crazy catlady from the simpsons) I sometimes touch people lightly, like just brush my elbow against his/hers, on purpose (like on the bus, school corridors etc) just to see how they react. It's always nice when they smile.
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Post by Rory on Nov 30, 2008 23:54:34 GMT
Ok, I thought of a better one than my last one I have social anxiety, depression AND anxiety, but I don't tell anyone that they're the reasons why I can't face school...
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Post by Jigglytuffy™ on Nov 30, 2008 23:55:46 GMT
i feel bad about myself all the time, to the extent that i had a panic attack about leaving the house because of my weight. Aww. You guess are making me sad. I think with me, I just look at my body and get disgusted. I use to be smaller than I am, and most people will go "you're still small". No, I've gained at least 30 pounds in 3 yrs, and I haven't lost it and it's like, blah. I look at those skinny ass models and I'm like, I'll never get in a bikini...ever. Then again, I don't really want to. *sighs* Confession Number 6 I wish I was naturally beautiful and had the right kind of body to compliment my short height.
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Post by nollafyzzil on Nov 30, 2008 23:58:08 GMT
I just looked Peps up and found I never want to have children, not ever, I think they're a waste of money and time & ruin your life and your relationship with your husband.
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Post by kat on Nov 30, 2008 23:58:46 GMT
i know there are so many people out there and it's not my fault , but i used to really get on with this guy i've known him my whole life, he's still in my school (he actualy goes out with one of my best friends - she still goes out with him!) and i just couldn't ever imagine him being like that , and he openly makes disguting comments as well it makes me feel sick too, and the fact that i crushed on him for so long makes it worse ^^^ aw thanks guys Well, at least you know the truth, and if this person really makes you uncomfortable, well, it's time to get away from him, and if your best friend doesn't see things the way you do, then either she's just like him or love is blind. have some karma for the wise words i know for a fact that i am 'the ugly one' in my group of friends - always have been, probably always will be
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Post by kat on Nov 30, 2008 23:59:31 GMT
Ok, I thought of a better one than my last one I have social anxiety, depression AND anxiety, but I don't tell anyone that they're the reasons why I can't face school... oh my god, that is my life right now
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Post by nollafyzzil on Dec 1, 2008 0:00:23 GMT
I have that pathetic belief that if I'm skinny, everything will fall into place & I'll be happy. I even think that I'll meet KOL if I'm skinny.
I've cut myself too, it didn't help
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Post by aha shake pepscake on Dec 1, 2008 0:00:55 GMT
Ok, I thought of a better one than my last one I have social anxiety, depression AND anxiety, but I don't tell anyone that they're the reasons why I can't face school... High five! Let's start a social anxiety club. Nah, ok, maybe not. I suffer from social anxiety/phobia & panic attacks though. It used to be really, really bad, but then I went to see a psychologist and had to take some pills for a couple of months - they helped but made me really sleepy so I stopped taking them and after that things have been ok, actually. I still get anxious when I go outside alone and stuff, but I get those full-scale panic attacks maybe once a week instead of several times every day. I just have my tricks to get through the day. Confessing stuff feels niiiice.
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Post by Jigglytuffy™ on Dec 1, 2008 0:01:07 GMT
Okay you guys, happy thoughts! I hope by the time I return (taking a mini-nap and stuff), things aren't so depressing! Makes me feel like a jolly person here, which is strange for me...
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